I fear many things.
I fear to see,
I fear to hear,
I fear to sense,
I fear to understand.
I fear loneliness,
I fear crowd,
I fear people,
I fear loosing.
I fear death,
I fear living,
I fear this,
And I fear that.
I fear so much,
So much so that I fear fearing.
Am I weak or am I strong?
I hide my feelings deep in me,
So that others would not know.
However, I always secretly wish
Someone out there would care to know.
I wish for a hug...
A hug that embrace me...
I wish for a voice....
A voice that tell me it's okay to fear..
I wish for a heart...
A heart that accepts me for who I am..
I show love, show care, show empathy to those around me,
I understand, I knew, I feel with them...
I know others so deeply yet no one ever knows the real me...
I did a great job playing hide-and-seek but no one ever found me..
Or will there be......?
